Bad nostalgia

Last night I was reminded of some conversations in a time of my life where things weren’t as great as they are currently. Because of that, I felt pretty down last night. I didn’t get any sleep. I’ve been laying on my couch getting on &off Netflix &smoking since 11 pm. Needless to say, I don’t feel much better now that the sun is “up”. I’d like to blame daylight savings but one hour doesn’t really throw off a full nights sleep. Not for me, at least. I don’t feel so as down, I’m not upset or sad, I just am. Its a content listless feeling, I suppose. It isn’t bad. But I would like company. Stars of the lid has been doing a good job but as comforting as this music is, it cannot give me a hug. Anyways, we’ll see how today goes. Cheers.