Its never too early. I should probably quit, though.
I fear I’m falling out of love. But, no worries because I’m also falling in…with this music artist I’ve found, Hjaltalin. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6g2tG6ctBg They’re fantastic &I suggest anyone bothering to read this stop &listen to that song. Now, this falling out that I’ve mentioned, I’m not really. But I am tired. I love my boyfriend, I want to share the rest of my life with him but its getting harder. I feel like hes just walking all over me sometimes &that hes not taking my concerns seriously. He has a hard time knowing what to say &I can’t keep feeding him lines. Hes wonderful, really. I’d like to think that he is trying, I know our lives have been stressful. But something has got to give soon &it may be me. Anyways, its 11:04 am here in Ohio. I’ve only just waken up half an hour ago. I feel today will be lazy &I won’t accomplish much. But at least I’ve written this. I really need to get back into writing regularly. I have a journal that I neglect. Its easier to post online somehow. &I can’t link songs in a journal, so theres that. I haven’t anything else to say. Bye.
Diamond Ideozu
I seldom give advice on how others should live their lives since it’s not my business. But what the heck: I’ll toss this out for what it’s worth. Kick the smoking habit. Give it your best shot. It took my son some months but he was finally able to rid himself of it and he’s happier (and healthier) for it. 🙂
I’d try to go to bed earlier and get up earlier. The best time to accomplish things is in the morning but you need to develop that routine. Trying to get things done in the evening, while you might think you’re sharp, is generally not a good idea. The truth is, you’re tired then and your time would be better spent in winding down from the day (reading, watching a movie). Set goals for yourself… reachable ones. Then get up and accomplish them. Each goal that you reach will lift your spirits higher and you’ll feel good about yourself. That’s just the way the good Lord made us. 🙂
Good luck with the boyfriend. I hope it works out for you.
You are so extremely helpful. I did try quitting smoking a few months back. I bought an ecig &everything. But I gave in. I’ll get back on the horse eventually. I know I need to get back into a routine, I just feel so undetermined sometimes. I need to start looking out for my own well being again. I’m not sure whats going to happen with my boyfriend. I need to make a decision &I just don’t want it to be the wrong one. I’ve grown apart from most of my close friends lately &I really appreciate your feedback, sir. God bless.